tonight and forever

because i constantly feel like i need to run away.

tonight,
 I just want to be able to write again.
to take words of ordinary use 
and throw them together 
patchwork like, 
and make something of a pair of wings to fly away 
and leave this place. 

pack your bags dear, let's run away. 
grab your stuff, we will leave today, 
in a haste no one will notice. 

{{let's leave our hearts behind,
to rot away with their own grime.}}

tonight,

I just want to scream, 
to find a way to hold you close, 
don't leave me here alone and so far from home; 
because these roads were never kind, 
they were never ours, 
never yours, 
will never - forever- be mine 

and please just let me sleep to get away. to escape. 
not from pain but from feeling nothing 
and being so uncomfortable about being numb. 

tonight,

 I just want to be with you 
and the more said about the less of that 
the better we shall find ourselves.

Author's Note

it is all intentional. except spelling, i cannot spell to save my life. sorry.