One Less

A lingering thought...

I have never been hurt so badly as to never turn back, as least, I don’t think so. Yes, I have my mental scars, the minute holes in my heart that come to light when memories rush through, but they all forgive. When is it too much? When are you so damaged that your mind erects a block so you never turn back? Is it the person that dictates the ebb and flow of the pain, how much is too much? Or is it innate; does it lie within each and every person, waiting to be touched? I wish I knew, because I think it would make this all so much easier. If I was stronger, strong enough to at least fabricate a morsel of resilience, maybe one less tear would be shed through my despairing eyes. 

Reviews

[GunMetal]

I really appreciate this in it's honesty and insightfulness. The words were read naturally, and absorbed fluently. You have a good perspective, and you're very gifted. All I can really say is don't let the pain hold you back. Let it drive you to a place where it can heal.

[Cherry Chapstick]

A good question to think about. I think the answer lies in us individually. I know I've been in a place where I've (almost) convinced myself that I could ever turn back, just as you said. I was there yesterday. But I think that everyone's strength is based on their personal experiences, their faith, their courage, and their love. For me, there have been many times when the pain has seemed too much. Always, I have to evaluate it and give it to the One I know can handle my pain better than me, and wipe away the one less tear in my eyes. Great write, it really got me thinking.