Breathing

You love Guy. Guy loves you. Guy likes her.

Why am in so much pain

whether you are here and not?

My heart canels out the hurt

from whatever happened when

we yelled all of it out and

screamed it way too loud.

The tear stains from my eyes

causes me to really wonder why

something so perfect like this

could make me want to die?

I cling onto your shirt,

though I beg myself to stop.

The scars upon my heart

cancels out my arms.

Blood and tears were shed,

will the pain ever end?

I need you here with me,

but that's the worst thing could be.

You say you want it to work

and gain all the effort

so why do I hurt more

when I stop to try ignore.

What am I to do

when I can't breathe away from you?

Author's Note

Drama sucks.

Reviews

[nevershoutnever.]

@DespondentDreamer- Thank you. I totally get what youre saying.

[Hello, Goodbye]

It does suck.. the conflicting emotions.. the unrestrained angst.. it all works up to a horrible time spent.. particularly the need for someone that is distant.. good write..