Emptyness

My head is filled with complications & empty thoughts.
I'm constintly thinking of problems I should've fought.
Constantly I wonder how and why I feel so alone.
Compelled to do things I cant condone.
I'm in need of love.
From someone who's the opposite of a dove.
Why can't he love me.
Is it something I cant see.
Is it the clothes i wear?
Or maybe even the clothes I share?
Why can't he see the lonely little boy deep down in my soul.
Putting my heat in a bowl.
So he can spit, stomp, and then eat it.
Sticking 9 inch nails in my heart with a drill bit.
Im afraid to be around him, so I dont even bother.
To try and make him like a father.
My heart, mind, and soul is filled with emptyness.
Left nothing but fond sweet memories.
Of a father who I never had to say I miss you please.
Dont go, dont leave me here.
If you go I couldnt bear.
But it's too late for that isnt it?
You left and didnt look back and sit.
To see what used to be a little boy.
Oh so full of joy.

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[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I like this poem. Thanks for sharing it.