Scared To Fly

encouragement

I’m in my darkest hour, can’t seem to find relief

Inside I feel like dying, but I know I’d never find peace

Oh heaven can you hear me, how’d I end up in this state

But most importantly tell me how-how do I get back to my faith

It seems it should be easy to be happy and live life free

Especially since he conquered the grave on Calvary for me

I’d rather be up there with you then down here under attack

Speaking to myself “the battle is the Lords, it’s he who has your back”

But still- confusion hurts my mind, the pain cuts like a sword

Fear keeps me up at night; I need you my savior my Lord

It is you who tells the sun when to go down, you who tells it when to rise

So why won’t you make my pain disappear and wipe the tears from my eyes

Then God answered:

My child I hear every prayer, you can’t even imagine all I can do

I made you in my image; my power is available to you

You tell me your heart’s desire and when it doesn’t happen you think maybe I lied

But if your honest with yourself, you’ll see- you never got it cause you never tried

A child who is lost may feel hurt, alone and feel like no one is concerned

That doesn’t compare to the pain of the parent who just wants that child to return

You are destined for greatness, no matter what you do; my thoughts toward you are good

I gave you life, a gift, my word,  �" I did everything I said I would

Those who have eyes let them see, those with ears let them hear

It has never been I who held you back, Thus saith the Lord

It has always been your fears