For her

I am so sorry that I forgot you,

I don't know how it all came to this.

The world just got so sharp,

so I had to blur it with a fix.

The voices in my head...

they slowly started to die,

I thought it would make me better...

if they weren't there inside.

For some time now I have felt empty,

but it never really clicked. 

That I was less without you,

because I only thought it was a fix.

Every day that I looked in the mirror,

it always seemed to change.

I thought I might me achieving normal,

but it all just felt to strange.

So you adapt. So you adhere,

to societies state of mind.

Taught that I should not trust the voices,

if I am not sure they are mine.

Some are dark! Some are crazy!

All the voices...they feel.

If they are a part of me,

than they have to be real.

I will not bury you again.

I was asleep, but I've woken up!

I pulled all of the pride right out of me,

and accepted that you were enough.

If they ask me to surrender,

I swear for you I will fight.

I wont loose touch again.

I will hold you wrong or right.

You're my weakness! You're my power!

You create what I destroy.

I'm your owner, I'm your master,

and I will always be your toy.

I will never forget again,

I make that promise today...

because you can forget your crazy,

but it will never go away.