As I lay curled up in a ball

As I lay curled up in a ball

I contemplate the shattering of my life

As I lay curled up in a ball

you crossed the line

As I lay curled up in a ball

It was beyond expectation

As I lay curled up in a ball

were they worth it

As I lay curled up in a ball

how was I lacking

As I lay curled up in a ball

you are in pain and grief

As I lay curled up in a ball

you take desperate measures

As I lay curled up in a ball

I miss everything we had

As I begin to uncurl from the ball

can I forgive

As the ball on my bed unfurls

I feel stronger

 As I lay a little straighter

I question trust and forgiveness

As I lay outstretched

there is wiggle room in my heart

As I sit up

you are still my love

As I stand up from the bed

I want to try

Author's Note

can I forgive? can I trust again? Time will have to tell