Alone

so old these all are. ._. but I honestly am very sick right now and just want to show my capabilities with past work. plus I would love to improve them and hear.. read imput. hoo-sha. <3heart.

I don't like being alone.. I don't like wondering.. When left to my own thoughts, I destroy myself. I quake. I cry. I dream of other times. I dream of what I want. I dream of what I can't have.. I go on, thinking there must be a reason as to why. I never know what to expect. But I've come to expect that. Smiles are so often fake. Don't be fake with me. Silence eats at me when I sit up at the computer.. ..I don't like being alone. ..It makes me wonder. When left to my own thoughts.. I destroy myself.