Secretly

secretly, how horrible are my titles? heheh. but yeah. I actually, when I said these are older pieces, there were more, but they didn't make the cut. I actually enjoy these so.. yea.

I’m searching. Just searching. For my own reason to care. A thought. A being. Anything to bring me away from despair. It’s cold. It’s frozen. But when stabbed. It bleeds. My heart is frozen on icicles of morbid fateful sins. I pretend to be what I’m not. False isn’t the word But I’ll use it anyways. It’s a game. Just a game. I swear. I won’t hurt you On purpose. I secretly love you. I’d secretly die for you. But, Secretly, I lied. I’d be too scared. It’s the blood the heart bleeds. Fear pours out. Nothing but fear. The doubt. The misery. Whirl pool of all these things in my mind and in my stomach. It’s there. But it’s just a game. Only a game. I swear. I won’t hurt you … On purpose.

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[Nicholas Hagenschneider]

this..secretly...worries me heh