Nothing

I have insomnia, and I ramble, I am not a good poet. I just write whats on my mind. I am not really lyrical.

I wish I could confront you, tell you how I'm loosing

these thoughts they hurt

I trusted so much, but I am fading into a lost void

With my heart you have toyed

I,m loosing again 

I can look at you and feel nothing but joy

but I can cry myself to sleep every night

When I hold you close I feel all the warmth I need to survive a cold winter 

but when you're not in sight, all these dark thoughts

they torment my mind 

I can admit sometimes I do want to die

With you everything was so bright, a beautiful life

I cry

I shake

I know I will go

I know that I will 

Leave you to cry 

Hurts to know

but I love you so 

Author's Note

I don't mind if you don't like what i say. it's okay

Reviews

[Carol Garcia Cruz]

i like this :) very relate able. i like the line " with my heart you toyed"