Dream

Opposite feelings....a lover's feel for his dead crush....

It was a strong desire that led me to ultimate misery.....
so close....despite so far....
It wasn't a joke.....it was reality....
Perhaps it was misunderstanding....
you and me, always parallel....
Though together all the time,
but never we meet...never we depart...
It was I who tried to come close....and wanted to become we....
thinking you too feel the same...
ah! it wasn't like that....

It was a great big hill....
though I thought I could conquer....
but there was a big NO.....
from the rocky stoned soldiers of your heart....
Happiness had enveloped me....
Then I was in the wrong neighbourhood.....
Now darkness is what imprisons me....
The picture was vividly crazy.....
now everything I've lost.....
nothing to gain, except a huge hope.....
everything came and went by....unnoticed....

You don't care how I feel....
and seems I don't feel anymore.....
I'm numb, perhaps......waiting in vain.....
Hey! you, see me.....I've nothing....
you were not from the same river.....
it totally was a different world....
Still I tried to make our own universe....
its gone....forever.....blur....

I never got an opportunity......
to hold you by my arms and roam around....
Then I was ready to behold you.....
there was a sad tune....
the rhythm didn't allow me.....
The pitch was so high, I couldn't match.....
all of a sudden everything got scattered.....
and felt humiliated......
Now our hearts live in two separate worlds.....

You don't even feel, what's inside you.....
you just move with the crazy world....
I thought it was a sign.....
but no....I was blind and deaf....
cause it went the other way.....
however don't wanna cry tonight....
I'm gonna sleep soon.....
perhaps to dream....you and I making our own world....
then would feel better.....and this is all I can do....
nothing more, nothing more.....
just dream, dream and dream....


© (written on 22nd May 2012....9:14 am)