Crying, Over and Over.

Just a true poem, about today, and its just annoying. I no this poem probly sucks, but please still read it. And this isnt saying i had emense pain, its just a sad and painful thing. :'(

I hate this, 

It happens so often,

He says i don't care,

He says i don't like him as much anymore,

But i love him so much more!!

He doesn't see,

How this is killing me.

He doesn't know the pain i know,

He'll never know, because i never show,

The pain im truly in.

The pain that kills in a single blow,

Im dead already,

But it doesn't show,

I hide it from everyone.

I cry at home,

In my room all alone.

Every night,

Before bed,

My pillow becomes wet,

With the tears that flow from my eyes.

I hate it so much.

I wish it to go,

This pain,

To leave me alone. 

But,

I love him,

And the problem is,

If this pain leaves from inside me now,

Then ill have more pain later without him,

Without him, Id die,

But with him i cry,

Yet i still love him through all.

PLEASE REVIEW, PRETTY PLEASE.

Author's Note

This poem may stink, and if it does, please tell me, so i can make my new ones better. Please review, wetheer you like this poem or not, please let me know.