Goodbye?

I can't take the weight anymore...

I can't carry on like this...

To paste a bright eye smile...

Only to drown a little more on the inside.

I'm trying to support the world...

But the burden is becoming to much...

I'm so tired..

But yet I keep trying.

The temptations sting at my finger tips....

To take that lighter...

And soar into cloud nine.

To take those shots...

And drink my away...

To the land of artificial happiness.

It hurts to feel this way....

I just want someone to understand...

Maybe someday it will be okay...

But right now..

It's no where near even close..

And I just want someone who will bear the weight.

Oh to human error....

As they all turn their backs gracefully...

Maybe it's time...

To prepare for my last breath.

And erase myself from the world...

That intends to kill me...

And not give a second thought.

How many truly would...

Even actually care...

They would find someone new.

They always do...

My time on the stage is drawing near...

Applaud me..

Won't you...?
For this grand display...

For the final moment in this play.