Back at Square one

new year

1 of 365

Enclosed chapter bridged me to new chances,

And I washed away the hatreds, doubts, and also love

Vanishing as well my most loved who'd never returned back.

Self, I would never ever hurt thee again

through blindfolding masochism and back thrusting.

I'm coming back to what I am.

Realizing my fantasies wouldn't ever turn to reality

and my dreams wouldn't be granted in just believing.

I'm now searching myself.

Fixing what I've lost before and healing my soul

from copious miseries and mysteries.

I'm back at square one, once again.