Most Shameful Heresy

Losing love and feeling angry.

Verse: I guess I’m just another heretic

Who doesn’t believe in love

It just seems like, nothing turns out right

And everything gets so fucked up

One day I’ll be sitting here

Thinking about the way you smile

And then I’ll remember, how you dismembered

My heart with your poisonous bile

Hook: Don’t tell me that I’m wrong

To feel the way I do, when I’m not pining for you

On my bathroom floor

So while I’m all good I’ll be cursing you, waiting for you to feel it too

Chorus: It’s hard for me to admit that I’m dying inside

You ripped out everything I had and left holes so wide

Now you tell me that you’ve fallen in love

Well what about me...

Verse: I don’t want you to think that I’m begging

For another chance with you

I just can’t forget, all the abandoned promises

All the “I can’t live without you”s and “I love you”s 

Sure it may be a little hard to accept

That you don’t give a damn about me anymore

But there’s no point in acting, like s**t doesn’t happen

And people walk right out of your front door

Hook: You can say whatever you want

But you will never be an honest man, enlighten me if you can

Of how many notches are in your bedpost

And tell me if I’ve become, your most embarrassing one

Chorus: It’s hard for me to admit that I’m dying inside

You ripped out everything I had and left holes so wide

Now you tell me that you’ve fallen in love

Well what about me

Your gaze adorned the heart that I kept

Locked inside in a compartment on the left

Now you look at the darkness

But you don’t care about me

Bridge: I’m tired of repeating the same old cliches

Talking about the same broken heart, pieces on the floor

I’m tried of missing your stupid face

Of dreaming about you, craving just a little more

So now I’ll be the newest convert to cynicism

A broken soldier of love with memories of a doomed war

The newest, most faithful believer in pessimism

‘Cause if you’re walkin’ out on me, there’s nothing to live for

Chorus: It’s hard for me to admit that I’m dying inside

You ripped out everything I had and left holes so wide

Now you tell me that you’ve fallen in love

Well what about me

Your gaze adorned the heart that I kept

Locked inside in a compartment on the left

Now you look at the darkness

But you don’t care about me, this is the most shameful heresy

Author's Note

Tell me what you think please.