when it's not enough

razor blade user...

tried to reach you,
i can't go,
tried to fit in,
you said "NO"

tried to smile
even if you are a  thousand miles
to reach for me
to be my friend
close enough
like it'll never end

tried to make you laugh but I can't
even making you smile, I can't
I tried everything I could
but there still my wound...

so I fixed myself and manage a smile,
I cried to hard for a little while,
and to stop it I did,
I cut up again, indeed.


"when tears aren't enough,
time to cut up."

I tried to reach you,
you go,
happiness is definitely hard to please so,
with this i couldn't let go.

Author's Note

everything