babyboyA Poem by cry"for the one I really like... the first time I found someone so attractive in my sight..."Slow down boy,
please don't go now please don't just disappear without talking me out here you're the first person who made me feel like this, you're the first one who made me fall and fall to pieces I know I'm not your type of girl and I don't have the right to ask for a little care my heart beats slowly as I've read your texts on my phone somethings cutting me so deeply Is this how it feels to be in loved alone? I've been caught by cupids arrow yet he never caught you and I don't know who to follow, simply because my mind also say's I love you. but you are going too far from me now and I am the first person you informed it about I don't know why but I got so heavy and I always thought of you with my eyes teary Why it have to be this way? you never ever felt same way and last night I cried because you have said goodbye it's not your fault you're not numb. you just don't like me at all and I am just dumb I'm in love with a person who doesn't give a damn I'm such and idiot for being that but I can't help it, this is the way I am and this is the way I feel though it hurts so bad. today, I'm too in love that I always thought of you but me and you? All about us we're just a dream never come true today, it became a shattered picture in my head that thing I'm afraid of will still happening and it hurts so bad, I've been happy for this pass days now sad. you are saying goodbye I don't know why you don't like it here anymore and the pains cutting me more and more... three years of sadness a month of happiness waterfalls of tears now lessen my fears but you are saying goodbye you will say goodbye and I let time pass by talking with you I never try I hope I could turn back time I'll talk to you over time even if my parents will scold me you just make me feel happy yes! I smile, I laugh, yet it doesn't mean I'm tough and it never meant I'm happy enough just with you it's enough but every time I see you I don't get the chance to be with you you've got your own agenda and I'm not a part of your agenda Is this how it feels to be in love with a person who doesn't care?! Is this really what they called it love? This is so unfair! oh well, life's unfair too maybe that's why love do do one day, you'll be gone and I'll be missing you a lot for me, I don't wanted it to be gone but I know, you wouldn't look back I couldn't please you to stay don't go because I know you'll never do nor asking to take me with you but babyboy, I'm gonna miss you! © 2013 cryAuthor's Note
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Added on January 13, 2013 Last Updated on January 13, 2013 Author |