What I Never Sent To You

CW: Swearing

How are you doing? 

I hope you are doing well

I miss you 

Oh you are online haha 

What happened to us?

What happened to you? 

Am I still on top of your chat list? 

Or am I buried under the present? 

Are you going on June 3 or 4? 

Why did you forget to call last time? 

I should’ve known…

Why did we stop? 

Its been five months…wow 

I hate you for some reason. 

You keep popping into my mind

F**k you 

F**k…this

Wow, I talked weird before. No wonder you left. 

Whenever you change your profile I wonder

The reason behind it. 

…How are you doing? 

I hope you are doing well. 

Do you still think of me? The way I think of you. 

S**t I should be careful not to send this. I wouldn't know how to explain it.

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Author's Note

Thinking of them again :>

On June 3-4 there is a major national exam happening for students in the Philippines. I wondered which day he is going or if he is taking the exam at all.