Somewhere

For a person, I care about who is no longer by my side.

I'm trying to think 

Trying to breathe

cry myself to sleep

cause how could you be so gone?

Like you were never there at all

But you were.

And I can't help but remember

All the times we were together

Now you're gone and I'm here

Wishing, wondering, what's going on

Wishing I'd tried a little harder

Known you for longer

Held you a little tighter

Cause how could you be so gone? 

You aren't, I know, You're out there

Somewhere...

Somewhere I cannot be 

Guess what your mom said was true

I'm just the girl you'll never see again...

After high school

I still hear your laugh 

I still see you everywhere

I still remember you

You wanted me to forget you

But there is no one like you

No one will love me like you

Wish I'd known better

So I could see the warning signs

so I would have assessed 

So I could still have you

I'm trying so hard,

Not to break

Cause you were my home

My everything

Now you're gone

And I'm wondering what went wrong

How can I forget you

When you're everything I live for?

A human life is like a speck of dust

And when it breaks 

It's swept away

Never to be seen again

I guess I was wrong though

Cause I fell for the way you looked at me 

Cause I fell for your love of me

You were so sweet and caring

Maybe I was played by the best player

Maybe you never loved me at all

I'm so confused

I miss you so bad

I'll never forget you

I won't forgive you

And I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on

Cause when you love someone...

You'd let them break you

A thousand million times

And still crawl back to them in the end

I don't think I was wrong 

I hope not

I'm still here

And you're out there

Somewhere....

Author's Note

Ignore the grammar, what do you think about the story within it

Reviews

[willweb]

The story sounds somewhat familiar and that is a sad thing because it sounds familiar to me. I like how you have expressed the loss and the sadness in your lines.

[Anna]

Thank you...