Why Try

Always do nothing right,
Always try to do everything right,
Always do my best,
Yet rejected for everything I done...

It feels so hurtful,
Feels like your in a corner,
Feels like your being depressed,
All because you triued your best,but rejected...

I don't understand any of this,
I sometimes cry,
I feel like a fool,
I always try but ended with a pain somehow...

Lost in my mind,
Oh how I hate to be rejected,
It feels like I want revenge upon them,
Feels like I'm a broken doll...

But pretend and put a fake smile on my face,
Hiding of what's inside of me that hurts,
Trying to break out of me,
Trying to tell how I feel...

Nobody knows what lies inside of my soul,
Nobody hardly knows how I feel,
Nobody knows what I'm hiding,
Because I don't want to hurt them,
even though it is hurting me very much...

I will never tell,
Like my mouth is sewed together...
Like a diary that have a death lock...
Nomore people hurting nomore games...