Why

I see that the cloud still not clear
Raining none stop
Wonder why am I here
What is my purpose to be here
I want to be important like everyone
I want to have a fun life
I want who is the right one for me
I want my answers
But I have to wait
I want to see what people see me as,
I see nothing in me once I see myself in the mirror,
But ugliness that disgust me...