Rewind

I'm positive that positive

was once my middle name.

I'm sure of it that sure of it

was once my description. Fame

is not all it's choked up to be,

and to be honest I'm

getting sick and tired of

my endless, similar rhymes.

Go with the flow is the motto

they pressed into my head

so what do I do when the flow

is taking me to bed?

Weary, tired, sore and hurt

from all the lines I wrote.

If I could just find a sea,

I'd sail away on a boat.

I used to be so energetic,

certain and a little crazy.

Now a days, those lines I wrote

in the mirror look so hazy.

Did I really say those words?
Did I really shout?

After all my parents did,

what could I shout about?

My dad, yeah, he issues, sure,

but to be sure we all

have issues that we hide from others

until the day we fall.

Maybe we both have our days 

when fighting seem the best

option for us to display

our anger to the rest.

Preferably, I would prefer

to not fight any time.

Whenever we get into fights,

I let loose through crimes.

They're a different sort of crime,

mainly produced by words.

However, when wielded like that

words can soon become blurred.

What did I do to deserve this?

What ever can I say

to everybody I have hurt

Through all my actions. They

did not deserve to be treated

the way that I said. Lies

are all that came out of my mouth.

I'd rather Ten City dies.

I'd rather make another "Masterpiece"

or maybe "Breakthrough."

See, if I write another "Ten City"

I might just take you

to the places in my mind

you do not want to go.     

I'm sorry if your sad but     

you do not want to know!   

What lies behind these closed doors

are things you cannot see.       

What lies behind these closed doors                               

are things I hopefully will not be.

This is a sort of rewind,

a trip back to the past.

Trust me when I tell you,

it will not be the last.

Someday, sometime, somewhere

I will return to be

the best possible me that

I could possibly be.

Author's Note

Maybe these rhymes is more like my older poems, or maybe the theme is just like that. Whatever it is, I'm just reminiscing on those poems.

Reviews

[Dani The Unreviewed]

I really like this, so you get a hundred from me. I think you did great with this poem. Keep em coming.

[Not here]

thanks :) i appreciate it

[Dani The Unreviewed]

You are welcome:)