The Big Lie

A write about prescription drugs and me...

i Iwrote volumes of poetry and prose when my son died and i survived, today i been through the s**t, and i survived , got rid of the psyche pills and very cautiously took a step back, looked at my life and now i can say I am done with it, I am taking control of my life back, no more bullshit destructive tools of big pharma, and the pushing of legal drugs on me, unless i perceive it to be that i am in need of them, never again will i be slave or guinea pig, a rat in a trap that makes the mind inadequate and the heart to bleed....NOte: I have never in my life had suicidall tendancies, homicidal tendencies or heard voices in my head, I don't have extreme mood swings unless i am under the influence of said psyche drugs, it's a dirty rotten shame the affect they have had on my life and my schooling and the loss of wages i could have had, had I chosen not to take them some twenty years ago when my mind and body were under the control of an abusive spouse, which caused me such deep depression I sought out counseling and to my misjudgement, was taken in to believe a lie, that a little blue pill could enhance and change my life, well folks it surely did, and today i am done with it and yes i advocate for the medical and medicinal properties of the cannibus plant, and the truth be be knownst of the dangers and potential hazards and disease of alcoholism.I dont claim to know everything and i dont have all the answers but i do have my own enlightment for myself....

and i have been a survivior turned warrior and i advocate for the rights of others, until the last breath in me be spoken......

Author's Note

reviews and opinions welcome

Reviews

[Eliza arabi]

im so very sorry for your loss.
I feel so much pain and can only imagine what you went through.
Im glad you chose to confide in writing. It does wonders for the soul and kinda sets you free in a way.