Oh my God! -"oops!, Sorry i forgot that I am the GOD" - "hehe, oh my ME"- I

Vishal a sad young man is bothered by God, God loves him so much that he stalks and irritates this young man, Vishal was taken to a graveyard by God to show true path that leads to the Ultimate wisdom

       

             “U are about to die”, when Vishal saw these words in his mobile SMSed from an unknown numbers. He was always scared to death. “hehe I was just kidding”  that  message would say later. It happened almost every day, and now a days almost every hour he gets this kind of messages. He changed his sim card, he changed his mobile, and one day he was so frustrated that he broke his mobile phone in to pieces. But no use, these messages suddenly pop up on his computer screen, on walls, on streets everywhere, it was like as if the god was playing some serious pranks with him.

  

He murmured, shouted, yelled countless times “who are you and why are you bothering me? What do you want from me?”And the reply used to be same “I am what u people call the GOD, I love you my love, that is why I am bothering you” god replies foolishly through any medium he liked.

 

    One day suddenly he realized that he was walking all alone in a very isolated area. He never been to that part of his town near, he don’t know why he came there, how he came there,he was in deep thoughts, thinking about his broken heart and of course about this bothering, cruel and sadistic god, who had been irritating him for months.

   

         This place is dark, very gloomy, typical Indian road it is. He can see no houses nearby, he just gave a glance at his watch, “oh my! Its 2 .a.m, how did I come here, what is this place, where am i?” he was frustrated, all kinds of dark emotions were slowly creeping in to his mind, an wolf’s howl from far away alerted him, his heart suddenly started to beat too fast. He turned to his right and saw a horrifying scene there, it was a graveyard, a Hindu graveyard, many who are very tired running all their lives behind money, sufferings, sorrows and despairs are now resting at peace there, a corpse was on fire at the center of that graveyard, it was almost burnt to ashes (some Hindu’s burn the bodies of dead and some bury the dead, both are accepted ways).

     

       A street light above him was flickering rapidly, all the other lights across that road are following this one, he had no idea where he was, that very sight of graveyard drained the life force from his body, he came in to the present now, he was shivering violently, the cool winds surrounding him are not the cause for his shivering, he was shivering due to fear.

        He heard very strange sounds and noises then, he closed his eyes, and he felt some was standing very close to him, behind him, breathing heavily, he dint dare to turn his head, he was so horrified, closed his eyes as suddenly he felt that breath, which touched warmly on  back of his neck, his eyes turned moist, his throat dried up, his heart was almost stopped for a moment, he could even sense that magnetic pull when one stands so close to a person, tears started to run down his cheeks, 

        “Vishal my dear, do not fear my love I won’t hurt you,

 Sorry for bothering you all these days, this is the last time I am talking to you,

       In front of you is a grave yard, the place where every man’s journey comes to an end, and behind you is a road which leads you to your normal life where every man’s suffering starts,

    

        Listen carefully do not fear, as fear is your ultimate weakness, overcome it n see the miracle,

         Billions pray me daily and millions among them abuse me, out of their ignorance, thinking that I only have only one name, strange are the ways of human’s worshiping, they praise me with one of my names and curse me calling my other names,

        I stopped responding to all those foolish prayers, and started to show interest on those, who are carving for the ultimate bliss, and among them I found that you are the best,  you always asked me only one thing, your prayers are sincere and your desire is pure,

          Many asked for nirvana, moksha or an eternal bliss and such nonsense, but not you

You asked for true love the ultimate emotion that I had ever created.

I am about to give you your love now,

          don’t turn back but just go forward, step  in to the grave yard, the fire you see in front of you  is the eternal fire, that drives away the darkness named ignorance surrounding it,

 

            If you are afraid of that pure fire and the light it delivers, then remember you are afraid of the ultimate bliss that everyone is asking for.

 

             Do not be scared, that corpse which is turning in to ashes is my own body, I am purified entering that fire long ago my love, now it’s your turn, replace me my love.

 

              Now I yearn for eternal rest and I desire a new beginning,

             Help me and help yourself too, when u joins me in this eternal fire, u will get your love and it will be forever,When you turn back and go to your home, its ok, you will get your love then too, but it’s not forever, it fades away like setting sun on earth, and rises again the next day,

              It’s an eternal cycle then my love, u will suffer again, beg for me again for this very same love, reliving this stupid life again and again like a fool.Remember you are amusing no one, because the only one  who was amused by this foolish act of yours once, was me. And I am not amused by this any more, it makes me sad now my love; please don’t do that again,

      

             Choosing the road behind you is like choosing to stay on earth forever, and I am giving an alternative, I am showing a path to the sun, where the light is eternal and forever,

 

             Trust me, trust him and trust you for once, but of course final choice is yours neither me nor him forces you do something, it’s your own choice, you have freedom to choose don’t misuse it,

              Yes I direct your life, I used to direct once but not now, not at this very moment and next few moments,

             I used to influence your thoughts once not now, not at this very moment and next few moments,

                 You are free to choose absolute freedom, come forward, my love, overcome fear, for fear is the greatest weakness, also the most dangerous and brutal enemy.

           Fear not of pain when you are burnt in wisdom, have u ever suffered pain when sun’s light touch you directly my love? No.

 In the very same way, fear not now.

             Faith is best way to approach me I said, blind faith is the only way to please me they said.

                Love is the only way to please me I said, fear is the only way to approach me they said.

        Choose for yourself my love, faith or blind faith

        Choose for yourself my love, love or fear

            Have faith in my words and approach me and embrace yourself in my arms of light, else go back to them blindly,

Choose for yourself, choose for yourself”

         Vishal hearing those words dint know what to do, all of a sudden a mixed feeling of fear and courage started from his heart rushed through his veins, to reach each and every cell of the body, and then when his heart made another beat fear overpowered the courage, and he put a step back, and for the next beat courage accompanied with hope of having an eternal life with his love, made him to put 10 steps forwards, dwindling between these two emotions, crying, sobbing, fearing, loving he moved forward.

Tears have not stopped even for a second, they are continuous.  And so is his desire to meet with his love forever.

                 Those tears made his eyes burn, his vision was blurred, he was only seeing a vague light in front him, he was walking like a zombie towards it, the light, the fire, as he approached near to it, with his right hand trying to touch the fire and left one placed on his heart.

               he touched the fire, he felt a bearable pain, and that too faded very soon, he don’t know what was happening, that fire slowly burnt his whole body removing darkness for ever, and he felt nothing, everything went blank, he could only see void, he could only hear void, he could only smell void, he could only taste void, he could only touch void, finally he could only experience void.

                The god who was watching this from behind shed his final tears, said bye forever, with a smile he just merged with in to that fire, a bright light surrounded the whole area for a moment,  after a while  instead of the god’s body Vishal’s body is on the pyre.

           He is at peace finally, and so is god forever.

 

 

                                          To be continued………

Author's Note

this is a very different story,this is how i define god and his method of giving nirvana,anyone who don't like new theories about god, plz don't read this.
i am not so good in English, so plz avoid any grammatical mistakes,if u understood anything after reading, but find it uninteresting due to lack to good language,
then please forgive me, u can even rewrite the entire story in our style and giving it your own touch if u really liked it, so that i can compare and improve my writing skills

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