The Pain Of Reality

Feeling that will never be disclosed....

It is worth to be what I ve become 

to have taste the life i shouldn't

to feel the feeling I couldnt forget 

it is worth to endure all the pain

living in the fantasy that will never be mine

to wake in the reality and still feel the pain

it is worth to let my self fell

as deep as it shouldn't 

for someone that could never be mine 

for I have one day to let him go

it is worth to keep hurting my heart 

whenever i see him with her

and keep on wishing that I was her  

it is worth to keep on hoping 

for the impossible dreams that insanely wonderful and

unimaginably great

but can never came true in any possible way

it is worth to let tears falls on my pillow every night

just because I miss the warmth of his body

and wish he could be always by my side

it all because

I just miss him too much....