My Uncle

Sad, but...nothing I can do about it.

My Uncle

I lost my Uncle on Friday. I didn't really know him that well. That's what bothers me the most about this.

I got to remeet him again over the summer. It was nice to see my cousins to. I already knew my Aunt. I didn't remember him at all. This is the saddest moment of my life. Well one of them.

Already this year someone I knew died, but it was self inflected. It wasn't self inflected for my uncle though. I really feel like I have problems letting go.

I do have problems letting go I admit. I lost way to many people in my life.

My fried Cory is one of them.

I'm just being me though. My normal emotional self. Is there really anything wrong with being myself. I really need to keep a journal.

I don't want to do what I did before. I don't want to get into that now. I really don't.

I will tell later maybe. Right now this is about my uncle. I really am going to miss him.

Miss him more then I believe in myself.

I never have believed in myself.

That is the bad thing with me.

I should believe shouldn't I?

I have a voice that tells me I'm not worth it. I know I am worth something, but to myself I am worth nothing and that makes me nothing I guess.

I know I shouldn't think like this, but losing someone always depresses me.

That's why I need help.

Help...

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[Calypso]

Losing someone is hard, but try to forgive yourself some times in life things get in our way and we can never really get to know someone.