My Greatest Reward

What I believe is a reward.

In my mind my greatest reward would be my friends and family. They really help me when I need help. They can help me see the light not the darkness that is clouding my heart. I really need light in my life now.

I have my ups and downs, but they are always there for me when I need them. They have thiers and I want to be able to help them too. I try to help people as much as I can because I am going to through tough times like everyone else. People in my life died. I can't help the people because I am not around for them. I can't always make my way to the places that they died at.

Like when I couldn't go to this kids funeral. I would have if I had been up to it. I was too sad to do anything. I didn't want to go because this kid was my age and I cried a lot and had a lot of nightmares. That was the worst week of my life. The week after this kid died my uncle died. It killed me softly and slowly. I'm still alive and breathing and they aren't.

My family was there for me when that happened though. They loved and supported me. My friend recently comforted me because I was crying in class. My heart was broken because of this kid. I really needed her and she was there. The thing was that this kid made me really mad. I broke down because of being mad. I hate being mad. That is a worst nightmare.

That's why I believe they are the Greatest Reward.