Continuing to Bother Me

Greg and I have broken up for the fifth time because I needed time at the moment. The only reason was that I was going through things that were hard to deal with,  I couldn't handle both because it was hard and he was suffocating me.

What I have learned from Michael Jackson's song She's Out of My Life is that love needs expression. He never expressed his love for me. It would never happen because he doesn't know how to express anything. I am able to express it most of the time.

He just became intolerable because he wanted to be a rude person. When we were dating he would take stuff out on me. I couldn't take the mental abuse that I was getting from him. He was acting like I was a doll that didn't have any feelings. That is how my fifteen year old friend acts. He knows I have depression and takes it out on me. I don't need that from a little fifteen year old. He doesn't know how to keep from hurting me.

He does not know how to treat me. I normally talk to him when he was depressed. He would open up to me sometimes. I would have to make him tell me. He would end up opening up. Now he is bothering me with his depression. Just like when Greg and I grew up.