Believe Me, Not The Words I SayA Poem by MihoryThe beginning of my journey to find myself through writing, after 10 years of being afraid and being secluded within myselfBelieve me, and not the words I say. A lot of it is true but a lot of it is hidden too. I am but a boy, still learning how to talk. In this road that we call life, I can barely walk. I speak spoken words, but its meaningless at times. I speak not the truth but what seems appropriate at the time. I've been molded, I am clay. I'm someone who can't say. I spout words but they're just words. I speak nonesense all the way. I can't tell what I feel, what I see in my mind. I feel like im always left behind. I envy the people who can smile because they feel it. I smile just to smile, a facade i can see it. I know I dont mean it, speaking words without feeling. But I'm mechanized to do it, I feel like time is now fleeting. I need to, i have to, If I wish to grow. I need to look to my self cause i know I'm not a boy anymore, but I am no man. -E.L.C.A
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Added on November 8, 2018 Last Updated on November 8, 2018 Tags: self discovery, Journey, home, growth Author
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