C.R.M

This shortC story represents a girl who has been hurt my her one and only love. Find out her story by reading C.R.M .

I love him , so much. 

it hurts a lot. I mean how can people say that love is this best thing thing that has ever happened to them.

I don’t get that.

Maybe you just have to pick the right guy…

I sure as hell didn’t. 

Robert Dillon Moon. 

I feel like I need him, maybe I do. 

People might say that I don’t I“m just in love but I think it’s something deeper than love.

There’s no words to describe my love for him. 

He is my entire reason I still wake up.

And I mean that literately. 

I’ve been in the hospital because I attempted to commit suicide. 

The only thing that stopped me from cutting the blade just a little more deeper… was  Robert Dillon Moon.

Although the reason I put that blade on my arm was all because of him. 

He’s my world.

The only thing stopping me and him is a small conflict.

Jessica Leanne Smith.

He’s “girlfriend”.

The reason I put the quotation marks is because there on and off.

She I guess gave him gonorrhea and chlamydia.

that’s disgusting.

She only fucked him in the first place because she heard I was in love with him.

Yes, i’ll admit I told him myself that I was in love with him.

I was taking that 50% chance that he would confess his love for me.

But instead he just said that he really likes me but i’m too young.

So, right after I told him he ran to Jessica and ratted, told me confess. He must not realize how hard it took me to say that. He just blew it and made me even more depressed then I already was.

Screw him.

That’s what you would think right?

We’ll try being in my shoes. It’s definitely not as easy as it sounds. Think like you have to just say “f**k you” mentally and physically to the person you love the most in this world. Even if its your mom or you dad etc.  

Tell me you could do that and your mental. Crazy. Insane. 

Well anyways Rachel has always had a thing out for me.

So what does she do? F***s him. Yeah… what a great person right?

Ever since then they have been a thing , slowly. 

But they just keep going on and off. She’s so not loyal to him. He should leave her.

I don’t blame myself for what happened. It’s all his fault I know.

God but I don’t give a f**k. 

He tells me that if him and Jessica ever split apart then he will come to me. 

So in the meantime, I’ll be here, waiting.

Goodbye, my love. I love you 

 

 

Author's Note

This is really for young readers seeking to find a real and honest romance sort-story. This could as well be a guide for beginner writes. This story may be about me and my story but it is as well a romance.