Thats My Story

I wrote this poem shortly after I was raped and molested. the nightmares still haunt me in my sleep. this was just a way to get out my emotions without doing anymore self harm to my self or my family

tears are streaming down my face

my heart cant hold it in

my heart has been breaking

because i cant handle it anymore

you took what matter most

my smile to make me laugh

my joy that made me happy

the pride to make me who i am

i am so lost and confused

i have no hope, no faith

i dont know where to turn

its like im alone in the world

my life will never be the same

you have hurt me

mentally physically and sexually

i cant do it anymore

i cant go through this alone

i wish i had someone to talk to

but i guess i have to

because no one cares

Reviews

[Valkyrie Warrior]

You are cared about and I am sorry for all that has happened to you. You don't know me but know that I care and that I understand.

[Cambion]

Now that I have read your words, I cannot unlearn them or say nothing; therefore, I must tell you that you have my complete, honest, and unmitigated sympathy for your ordeal as well as all my prayers that you may reclaim a sense of peace and spiritual wellness despite all the odds. What you have suffered is a cruelty so abject that it is entirely beyond my ability to understand; but your poem has helped me to see the outline of your pain, and I can only hope that such a recognition, even from a stranger, helps you to feel less alone. I know it will be true for you that your spirit grows far above the detritus of cruelty that it had to rise through on its way to the sun.