Too many faces

Living a lie.

Oh how I lie to myself,

Like spiderman,with so many masks

One that I show to your'll

The one that says I dont care

The neutral one

It hurts me,oh so bad

Like a strong hand clutching my heart.

The other mask,I wear to the world outside,

Bubbly,cheerful,ecstatic

The positive one

Coz out there I can put aside my worries

Shove it away,and not feel sorry

Coz out there I can dream

Pretend Im like everyone else

Out there,I can breathe.

Then,the true one,

I wear in my cage,within four walls

The negative one

Where I wet my pillows,strangled by my sorrow

And I lay down my head,getting dragged into a place of peace

On top of the world,

Then wake up to reality,

Knowing Ill never feel elated,

And will always be hated.