I Wonder

I wonder what you think about me when I leave
I wonder what you feel about me when you see me
I wonder if you wonder about what it is that I wonder about
I wonder if you wonder about me at night
I wonder do you wonder if I cry at night
I wonder about you as I write what's in my mind
I wonder about this whole world at the most random times
I wonder if you know that I hurt as much as I smile

I wonder if they know that I'm working on my inside

I wonder if we'll see eachother in heaven one day

I wonder about the negatives, but I soon throw those away

I wonder if you see me as positive as you say

I wonder if it's all a front, and soon you too will leave me, and just walk away

I wonder where I will be when this is all over

I wonder if I'm wasting my time, or if I'm simply learning as I grow older

I wonder will I ever get it, and when I get it, will I stick with it

I wonder what made me write this poem..

Oh, because I wonder.