I Miss You

My fiance passed almost 12 years ago... I wrote this thinking about him one night.

When you passed away

I felt my soul part my flesh

 Like lightening struck me

 I witnessed my own death

 I'd listen real carefully

 To try to hear my heart beat

 But nothing but silence

 For I am a zombie

 That awful day you left

 I felt my heart crack

 I actually bled to death

 And my future went black

 I could no longer see the sun

 The bright road that was ahead

 Like a zombie searching for brains

 I walked along life with my hands ahead

 Feeling for what's in front of me

 Tripping over other dead bodies

 Souls similar to my story

 Like carbon photocopies

 Everyday I'm existing

 Awaiting for us to reunite

 When I can hug and kiss you again

 And everything is alright

 I miss you so much baby

 From the crevice of my heart

 That is still hanging on

 The shred of hope that I never let part

Author's Note

My hurt for my first and last.