I hate

 
I hate this
I hate not knowing
I hate the pain
I hate the lost feelings
I hate the closure that’s not there
I hate feeling thing way
I hate the hating
I hate knowing im the one hating
I hate your girlfriend
I hate that you made me end it all
I hate that I wasted my time
I hate that no one sees my pain
I hate that its all this huge secret
I hate how I love you so damn much
I hate that I hate you
I hate how I cant have you
I hate that I want something more than we had
I hate that you might just be happy
I hate how I don’t know if you are
I hate how you don’t love me
I hate that you were so stupid and continue to be
I hate that I cant go a day without loving you
I hate that your not saved
I hate you so why cant I just stop loving you
I just HATE myself because of you