What Should Have Been

02/16/2006, written when I was 23, 3 days before I left my husband. (Long Story) I can see this maybe becoming a country song, *laughs out loud* It is a poem, but I think it could go either way :-P

Lyin’ here, thinking of what could have been,

What should have been,

Blamin’ myself for letting you

Walk outta my life.

Looking around me realizing,

This is not right.

 

This pain I feel,

Hurts me so deep inside,

Wishin’ I could turn back

The hands of time.

 

Take away the feelin’

That my world is not complete.

But I messed up and let you walk,

And now you are gone.

 

If I could do it over again

I would leave,

I wouldn’t let you go without me.

 

I let your feelings of anger toward me,

Turn my mind around to a decision,

I didn’t want to make.

 

I know deep inside,

That I will always regret

The choice I made,

And always dream of

What should have been