Forbidden Glance

A scary look

Charming says ur smile from a distance
but your laugh ..your laugh...it sends neurotransmitters down my spine...I
shrivel with the chills and make a fist...your laugh imitating my father's
whiskey it warms my body...peaking up from underneath my hat I stalk your smile
and watch it form so naturally on your chocolate layout...wondering what your
name and interest are causes me to smile...then I rapidly shake my head and
difuse my thoughts...let me stop myself quick he's just another boy... Back
underneath my hat I dare to not look at him and keep his presence a secret to my
heart...walking over to me ..I panic .".can I take ur order sir" ..expecting an
order I keep my head down n prepare to write but instead he shrugs his shoulders
and we lock eyes.. A burst of laughter is emitted from both sides and that's
where us begins...two dates later I find myself imagining our first kiss...
Spending a. Nite wondering am I in over my head.. I worry about him finding a
better me in someone else or a majestic ex suddenly reappearing ... I wonder if
my ex has cursed me or if this is how unpredictable love is supposed to be
...butterflies... cramps inside...can u accept me for me? Reminiscing on how I
got myself into this mess and I realize it started with the smile I accidently
detect