The Suicidal Mind

The Suicidal Mind

Verse 1

I don't care about anyone

Don't even care about myself

Spent a lot of time on my own

Thought about the hardships and pain I've endured

Many of the wounds still hurt till this day

I'd do anything to make them go away

My life is a nightmare that frightens me

And I feel like I'm trapped in it

Verse 2

Lecturing and finger pointing will not change how I feel

Don't want advice, don't want a friend

Got more than I can take going on in my end

By the second I lose energy

I have no strength to fight all that I'm feeling

I've always been my own worst enemy

I'm going to lose the war against myself

Bridge

I'm not being impulsive

Thought about it endlessly

This is the way it has to be

And it will be done by me

Chorus 1

Bad memories resurface

Then I completely shut down

Killing myself is natural, so I'll do it

Chorus 2

Bad memories resurface

Then I completely shut down

Killing myself is rational, so I'll do it

Bad memories resurface

The voice within me speaks louder

Killing myself is rational, so I'll do it

Written by B. (Wednesday, November 16, 2005)

Copyright 2005