The hopeless searching for peace

I am lost again, I am lost in you

My loneliness is nothing new

I wrap myself up in its coldness

Because it has become my favorite home

 

I look around but nothing is found

Here I am all alone and scared once again

These are the feelings my heart likes to live in now

After I burn my life down to the ground

 

My spirit has been set ablaze in gasoline of misery

Nowhere to turn except to the death in the palm of my hand

My breathless painful memory finally set at ease

The absence of life, I am finally set free

Author's Note

This is more of just writing, not really a poem