holding on

everyday it gets a little bit harder,

being away from you,

but i realized,

at the end of the day,

its just another day since i've seen you,

and one day closer till i see you again,

im not even sure what keeps me holding on,

most of the time it seems like,

im the only one who cares about our relationship,

i feel like you don't care about me,

i have thoughts gliding through my head,

about you,

and i wonder if you ever think of me,

if you truely understood how much i love you,

you would think i was crazy for loving someone like you,

its not like your the best guy for me,

or that you treat me how you should,

but that i can look past all of your flaws,

and see the greatness inside of you,

and thats why i love you,

sometimes i question it,

and sometimes i wish i didn't know you,

but then i think of how different my life would be without you,

and thats what keeps me holding on...