Feelings Of Confusion

I sit in silence,

I look out the window before me,

I think to myself,

the pain I had caused him.

The agonizing pain.

I love him, 

I really do.

Everyday My feelings are complicated to explain,

even to myself.

My feelings of depression some days,

happiness other days.

My feelings of complication...

they confuse me,

sometimes even cause me pain.

When I cause pain to myself,

I realize,

I cause pain to others, also.

My complicated feelings,

I may not be able to comprehend,

but I will always have someone to help me get through

the days where my confusing feelings,

cause me so much depression and hurt.

I am thankful for him,

when he once said, " I will still, always be here for you."

As I play those words all throughout my head,

I think of him.

As I think of him,

my feelings get even more complicated now then ever.

But this, I do not mind,

because thinking of him,

is most definitely the best part,

of everyday in my eyes.

Reviews

[lizzy]

to nice brovo

sounds o me like u were in love with him

[deeps]

Such an emotional write here, straight from yoru heart,
I can feel this, very well written and expressed!