i cant be strong

story of an idiot who should know better

my worth isnt determined by how someone treats me

my worth isnt determined by how someone treats me

my worth isnt determined by how someone treats me

my worth instn determined by how someone treats me

my worth isnt determins by how someone treats me

its so hard to have hope when your hopes are constantly shot down

how am i supposed to know what a real relationship is if i dont have a good example of one.

ive had so many relationships with manipulative people cause im used to being manipulated and i dont see it as strange. ive never known anything different. how am i supposed to move on from this? i dont want to ever see hm again is TAHT TOO F*****G MUCH TO ASK FOR.

just wait. you'll convince yourself hes changed then when he abuses you you'll threaten to leave and he'll grovel. "he's changed" you'll say. "he wants me to stay, no, he needs me to stay." you wont leave cause your pride is too high and your weakness is overpowering your ability to help yourself. he'll be happier cause we arent there. "he's changed."

am i really a deal breaker to you?

does me being the way i am, make you the way you are?

im sorry im not funny.

im sorry im not outgoing.

its obvious you dont like me for that reason cause you dont like yourself for that reason.

you left me. its not okay. im not okay.