Thinking Back

I have been thinking back to my ex more and more recently

Thinking back on all that has changed,
I can not but be the one blamed.
These nights that i feel
All that transpired was not real.
And then i remember you,
and all the feelings come back too.
The games and the talks,
the lonely lonely walks.
It must be the joy in the pain,
for there is nothing that can be called gain.
The songs come back with a rush,
Ring of Fire i must quickly hush.
Your favorite things,
Id only avoid if i had wings.
But here i am for her,
Not knowing if i want to for sure.