For Once

For Once

I want to feel special

For Once

I want to feel needed

For Once 

I want to feel wanted

For Once

I want to feel loved

I've never been treated right

I no longer seem to expect it

all I want is that feeling

butterflies in your stomach

dizzy in your head

I want him to hold me close

wrap his arms around me

kiss my on my forehead 

mean what he says

and never let go

I've never had that luck

even when I start to crush

I can't get my hopes up

I'm never lucky