The Nightmare, of My Life

Day and night.

My brain dosnt stop.

Its crowded with stress, worries, and ideas.

I just want to go with one day.

Where i dont worry about every step i take.

Wondering eyes and ears are amouge us.

Trying to gather informations that is not theirs

People write such magnifisant stories.

Only to be stolen by others.

Religion is such a big thing.

If someone believes in something

They cant go walking down the street without being critisized

What the hell has our world become?

I ask myself things

Every single day.

Asking myself

Why do people care?

Why do people change so badly.

My own thoughts haunt me.

I cant go through one day

Feeling normal.

Thats all i want.

To feel like i dress the perfect way

To talk the perfect way

To think the perfect thoughts.

To be the perfect person for everyone.

But slowly im starting to realize

That cannot be.

And slowly i start to realize

How much this is affecting me.

Slowly, i die inside.

My brain is rotting,

Overfilled with things.

With thoughts

With information that no one would belive.

Is their a escape from this?

I hope so

Because my thoughts are killing me.

Reviews

[Emunah June.]

The world does have alot we need to soak in, doesn't it?

From what you addressed, I couldn't agree more. I am the only religious girl in school that I know, and thats because I show it. I bring my Bible to school, I pray before eating lunch, stuff like that. And guess what? I DO get called names and made fun of. "Church Junkie"--heard that one. "Jesus Freak"--get that alot too. You're words point out what's wrong with the world: question is, are you ready to step up and not do those things?

Also: DONT MAKE YOURSELF THE PERFECT PERSON. You'll only end up hating yourself and wishing you didnt do what you did. SMILE and tells others that you'd rather be "hated for who you are rather than being loved for who you are not". BE YOU!!!~

I'm sorry, this review is rather lengthy...*ahem*