Seatmate (April 3 2016) [draft]A Poem by introspicereOften a little hard to focus when my feelings are this loud. And they're loud whenever you're around. This spoken word poem is writes a kind of funny/giddy, delicate immature and unsure kind of love.
Every time you're around,
it's like my heart holds its breath fighting the urge to blurt out songs you make me sing and words that dance with these feelings like just the right kind of chills washing over my skin after a good song but constantly. With you this close, my chest melts like cheese settling on pizza determined to hold on but inevitably pulled apart slowly with bits and pieces unsure now if they want to hold on or let go my heart beats like a drummer who can't hear it's loud and all over the place but maybe that's just me maybe i don't want to hear what my heart has to say because maybe no I KNOW I know all I'll hear is your name Please don't. don't tempt my pain with that smile it will latch on to you like that song by Sam Smith No i'm not kidding my love is dangerous. It's a jar of broken glass held together in all the wrong places by things that weren't meant to last if you aren't careful, if you hold my love in your hands, you might just regret it I know I have. But don't go. can we talk? we should talk. no wait maybe later. Oh you look nice, maybe I should tell you no that would be weird I am weird I'm writing poetry and you're sitting there like poetry normally just radiates from the pores of your skin oh what I would give for awkward-not-so-awkward hugs and comfortable laughter hands and limbs falling into each other like plaster on a mold, filling spaces we thought no one could ever reach, falling in most natural way possible, like all we needed was gravity and the right moment. I'm worried God is going to punish me for liking her this much. I've tried to quiet my heart, but it's hard to focus when my feelings are this loud. oh. right. i was praying. thank you for her, God. amen. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *silence* oh sorry. I get lost even in the memories, i don't know if it's because I'm confused I know I said my feelings felt like melted cheese- but when cheese cools it's a lot easier to break maybe that's what I have to do but what if it's worth it? I mean I know you are, but are we?
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Added on April 3, 2016 Last Updated on February 27, 2017 AuthorintrospicerePhilippinesAboutI have yet to teach myself how to write out of will. For now, I've just got feelings that bleed on keys and pens. more..Writing
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