Beyond Expecatations

This is my beyond expectations,
to believe the lie that you apply,
to hate the truth that you hide,
I could fly to the horizon,
I could swim deep in the ocean,
but this is beyond my expectations,
when you are the mask of Jeckyl and Hyde,
and the beast behind Dorian Gray,
I lost my words,
I lost my speech,
I am fool of believing in you,
yet I pretend that my mind is pure,
because I thought I am the light in the dark,
that one day could lead you away from astray,
This is beyond expectations,
because I still long for you,
and cling on you,
this is the inner voice deep in my head,
that I wish I could burst it out,
and kill your lies with my bullet of tears.