first love

i wish i could go back

The urge to come back is getting stronger 

The pain im in without you couldnt go on any longer

Trying to convince everyone with my “im okay, i promise”

But i know as soon as they leave theres no one left to stop us

Depressed with you depressed without you

Either way ill be blue 

Youre waiting for me to run back 

You asked for my soul and i willingly signed the contract

You make me feel good until you don't 

You promise next youll be better but i know you wont

I love you but you don't love me 

Even when im without you ill never fully be free 

At such a young age you ruined my conecpt of love

I guess thats just what happens when your first love is a drug.

Reviews

[Matthew Kult]

Addiction can be a beast. Awesome write

Great read.

With love

Matthew

[Coyote Poetry]

jaide, drugs are a hard love to escape from.
"At such a young age you ruined my conecpt of love
I guess thats just what happens when your first love is a drug."
I did like the above lines. You made your point loud and clear. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote