(ny)

raw nerve ending

It's just easier to hate you
It's probably me just as much as it is you
But in order for it to not completely annihilate me
This is what I have to do
It doesn't matter how much we love each other
Or how it will never feel this way again
What matters is that I make it through this
You pulled the rug out from under us
You burned our bridge
And now all I can do is survive
Cause that's what I have always done
When the chips are down

I'll never see that pretty face again
Or feel that body pressed close to mine
I'll dig every single root that I planted in and around you
And I'll cut off everything that bears your name
I cannot be your friend
I'll just hurt and torment you
I will complicate your life
And toy with you emotions
So it's just easier for me to go
A self imposed exile
And only think of you on bad days
When I really want to hurt myself
So I hate you now
Cause hate keeps the sadness out
I would rather be angry all my life
Then be sad for a minute longer
I am never coming back up
For air