only sis

 When pens bleed words on paper

It opens up your soul
Always searching deeper 
Not knowing where to go

Almost like a Tulip
That opens when its worm
Happy things bloom just like that
In most comfortable form

But when youre feeling miserable
The words just seem to pour
Like opening of a wound  
Full of blood and gore

Its the most overwhelming feeling
It sours past hope and love
Conquering your mindset
The black of the midnight dove

Although you hate to be sad
Its presence will soon fade
For its stay is only long enough
To make you feel ashamed

The feeling is an addiction
For you hide your sad face
You need its strong effects
To keep your tears in place

The urge for death comes after
So long since youve felt pain
Sadness left you numb with time
Theres nothing else to gain

Periodically you feel the prick
Of the blade against your skin
But nothing more can hurt you now
Only silence is left within

But somehow you just keep on going
Day after day after day
Because someone out there still loves you
No matter what you say

And here is kept the bandages
For your wrists full of slits 
And no one else but me
to help, I your only sis